that's the thing with this ship — i walked into it because of faces and i've walked out being this raging blair waldorf stan and i almost want to watch this show from the beginning and watch what happens but i don't know if i could do this to myself. but yes, this is a mix about a ship that is about agency completely and that's why they're perfect gold stars forever otp. hence my tags collapse earlier this week (http://demarches.tumblr.com/post/18748124734). this is a ship about what happens when blair waldorf has all the choices in her life she could want and she chooses something because she wants it, not because other people are begging her for it or because she's trying to win a game or act out a part in a movie. she wants it. she wants him. and he didn't connive for it, she just wants him because he was honest with her and he loves her just as she is and how many men have done that. and i can't wait — CANNOT WAIT — until he tells her he loves her because grace my face is going to melt off. because to get chuck to say that to her was SUCH AN ORDEAL and he was the biggest dick about it and with dan it's going to be so fucking easy, like he's going to look at her over waffles or some shit and said 'i love you. don't worry about it. can you pass me the syrup?' and they'll go about their brunch date and she won't say it back because she doesn't have to and these things take time and she's still catching up to the year of admitted-to feelings that dan has but she'll get there eventually and when she tells him someday it's going to be for her and i'm spiraling
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Date: 2012-03-09 02:30 am (UTC)that's the thing with this ship — i walked into it because of faces and i've walked out being this raging blair waldorf stan and i almost want to watch this show from the beginning and watch what happens but i don't know if i could do this to myself. but yes, this is a mix about a ship that is about agency completely and that's why they're perfect gold stars forever otp. hence my tags collapse earlier this week (http://demarches.tumblr.com/post/18748124734). this is a ship about what happens when blair waldorf has all the choices in her life she could want and she chooses something because she wants it, not because other people are begging her for it or because she's trying to win a game or act out a part in a movie. she wants it. she wants him. and he didn't connive for it, she just wants him because he was honest with her and he loves her just as she is and how many men have done that. and i can't wait — CANNOT WAIT — until he tells her he loves her because grace my face is going to melt off. because to get chuck to say that to her was SUCH AN ORDEAL and he was the biggest dick about it and with dan it's going to be so fucking easy, like he's going to look at her over waffles or some shit and said 'i love you. don't worry about it. can you pass me the syrup?' and they'll go about their brunch date and she won't say it back because she doesn't have to and these things take time and she's still catching up to the year of admitted-to feelings that dan has but she'll get there eventually and when she tells him someday it's going to be for her and i'm spiraling
i'm writing fic it's fine it's normal